An emotional weight I didn’t realize existed, lifted on April 20th. Despite the date being infamous for marijuana, that had nothing to do with it. On this day, a Black man who was murdered on Memorial Day 2020, had finally received a just verdict. For once, a White man, a former cop at that, was held accountable for murdering a Black man whose life mattered.
George Floyd’s murder sparked international outrage and protest against police brutality. Yet the mainstream media didn’t report how the world protested Floyd’s death. In contrast, mainstream media always report how Super Bowl winners are “World Champions” although no other country participates in the competition. So, football is king except for when it kneels during the national anthem to protest police brutality.
I didn’t watch any of the trial. Nonetheless, it was impossible not to read or hear the highlights. TV clips and soundbites. Snippets in tweets. The thoroughness of the prosecutor reminded me of what my relatives have always told me: “You have to work twice as hard to get half as far.”
The standard is to prove someone is guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. The prosecutor had to do far more than that. He had to overcome centuries of conflicting racist dogma, starting with the big Black man trope where he’s a subhuman beast with superhuman strength to justify, using excessive force. Yet when the big Black man is murdered, which disproves the superhuman strength racist theory, then they use the big Black man’s pre-existing conditions and bad habits for not being able to endure excessive force; therefore, the big Black man’s responsible for his own death.
Scatologists identify animals by their shit. I do the same thing with racism. The dominant narrative has recycled the same racist shit for centuries. The defense attorney didn’t stray from the old playbook. Emphasized how a big Black man posed a threat that only excessive force could neutralize, then focused on how the big Black man’s past drug habit, health status, the crowd, the vehicle exhaust and the fact that he had enough breath to still speak when he stated he couldn’t breathe and called for his mother. Did all he could to convince the jury not to believe their own eyes: a handcuffed man, lying on his stomach on the pavement while a cop knelt on his neck for nearly 10 minutes.
Even one of the defense experts fumbled. He suggested that under the conditions, Floyd should have “rested comfortably.” The prosecutor went pie eyed. I wasn’t surprised though. Unfortunately, there are doctors who believe that Black people don’t experience pain like White people do. So, why shouldn’t this so-called use of force expert?
And yet, for once, none of that racist shit worked. At the end of the day, the jurors unanimously believed that the former cop’s actions led to Floyd’s death.
Very few times do things make me cry, especially tears of joy. That verdict did it. On that day, I celebrated. Just for one luxurious moment. Of course, much more will have to be done to eliminate systemic racism and hate crimes against Blacks. After all, the most dangerous place for a Black person to be is still in the mind of a racist.